my work
everything i make, in one place.
some of it's already free. some lives behind patreon while the snap pack funds a runway to liberate it. the free resources tracker shows where we are.
featured · the book
shades — a self-care practice.
a small book about navigating intensity in your own shades — practical tools jessica's been carrying around for years, written down so other people can carry them too. tender, not fluffy.
$13·currently on patreon·free at 175 supporters
◇ when the combined supporter count hits 175, shades becomes free for everyone. some of you are funding that runway right now.
podcast · 100+ episodes
mouth words
long-form conversations and solo episodes — mindfulness, mental health, gaming, slow making, the rest of it.
◇ free for everyone at 400 supporters
listen on patreon →audio · short + long
guided meditations
short and long meditations recorded in jessica's voice — for waking up, winding down, getting unstuck.
◇ public meditations land here as the tracker grows
film · garden · kitchen
photography
a slow archive of what the day looked like — film, digital, and phone. mostly garden, kitchen, studio, light.
shop on fourthwall
stickers
small drops of vinyl. hand-drawn, sometimes weird, mostly for laptops and water bottles.
clay · ink · paint
art
clay, ink, paint, paper. slow making — what comes out when the screen is closed.
streams · process · talks
videos
stream highlights, process clips, occasional longer talks — most live on twitch, some are kept here.